Hey, the name's Tyson.
I love to cook, paint, write poetry, forget reality, work out, sleep, meet new people.
Everything I ever loved in my life has been a lie or left in the worst possible way. I am a negative creep who finds the worst things to love about people.
Of course I’d be up until 2:30am masturbating and pigging out on jelly beans .
Holy fuck, my birthday is gonna be the shit.
I was all stoked cause my dad decided to have a night with me and grab some drinks, but beer makes my condition worse, and he won’t buy me a bottle of wine cause I like to drink the whole thing within 20 mins.
So he’s buying me coolers, I should be happy with that, don’t get me wrong I am, but thats so much sugar, carbs and calories.
I spend an hour and a half in the morning working off my breakfast cause I eat so much, then another 2 hours after lunch, then after dinner I always work out and do massive cardio to finish off the day..I work my self to hard so I can look decent, but it never goes anywhere.
It feels like a huge waste now cause per drink
ffs.. I wish I could just keep a good weight so I didn’t have to worry about lookiing fucking fat all the time, and feeling disgusted by my self.
Yet I guess I bring this one upon my self cause I could just say ‘no’ but who says that to some free drinks :P
Anyone wanna join a cult?